Embrace the glorious mess you are!

College Days were GOLDEN DAYS The moment when I say I miss college, it's not only about the freedom and kind of atmosphere we had but also about the people we had in our surroundings. Other than close friends, everyone else too was generous, helpful or at least ready to hear you out. I think age and experience matters a lot. When you surround yourself with people of your age group, the equation is more likely to be fine. Exceptions are always there. However, I feel when a much older person with 10-15 years of experience meets you, they aren’t generous enough to greet you like an individual independent being. Again, exceptions are there. College days were GOLDEN DAYS. It has been two years of not looking back and here I am ready to share with you all the world of mean people. I have been to too many places in these two years. A good amount of people came in my life and went away. Nevertheless, many of them were obsessed or self-centered so to say. Kind and polite o...

Numb. Have you ever felt that numb sensation while sitting, working or eating? It takes you to great depth and you start having all the doubts that exist in this world. You start having doubts on yourself. You feel inferior and insecure of God knows what. Even when people are at fault, you adamantly take it on yourself. Are you able to relate? Even after accepting that you are the queen of your thoughts and you respect yourself, this shit happens. In a way, it is helpful and important. It takes you in a world where you can think and ponder about the surroundings. You evolve and come out with a clear picture in your head. Then onwards, you start your journey again, with a bang! Being a positive person that I am, let us stop talking about the good effects of this numbness because what I really want to discuss is that this numbness, silence, aloofness, and calmness is weird. People take it as a sign of sickness or may be anger, cold war, discontentment or dissatisfaction with things ...